Originally Posted by
Rusty Zipper 
when we reach out, and ask, even cry for help...
we have to be willing to receive it...
You are so right. Thats exactly what I have to do. Not pick and choose anymore. So here it is.
I am powerless and my life has been unmanageable for quite a long time.
Why saying that made me burst into tears this time....I hope its because I mean it.