Aysha my dear.. you grab hold of this and dont let go for nuttin , we love you and everyones prayers are heading your ways. Shyte happens maybe its time to just stop trying to figure out why ?
You mentioned how everything was perfect . you know thats a dangerous place to be at times .. its when we get complacent . tho we all know you been workin it your own way , and that didnt work well for you .. Now its time to do it the other way .. give it all you got and then some .. were not going anywheres I wish you the best and hope to see you back here saying HOLLY SHYTE now thats what I call recovery ! huggles Endzy