Hi wake up
I'm sorry you crashed and burned.
One thing I learned is, when you start to hear 'the Voice' as you call it, we have to do everything in our power to counteract that. I hope you'll go back and look at what else you could have done this time, and get back to recovery right away
Loves to Travel, I hope other peoples struggles don't put you off.
There are a lot of success stories here too - but yeah - it's hard.
We wouldn't need SR if it was easy.
I think it's good to have a place to come to where we can be honest and where ppl understand - it's good to talk it out.
good luck to you and wake up both
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