what to do....
I want to be sober. Very badly. I think this online community looks pretty amazing, but I feel like it might not be enough.
I don't know where to turn anymore. My family has lost faith and won't help me because they think this time will just be like the others.
My friends that are sober are tired of trying with me. And to be honest I don't like being around them anyway because I feel like they are so guarded and not trusting.
The only therapist who has ever really helped me won't take me back as a client because her son and I relapsed together a couple times.
I don't know what to do, but I know that I want to do whatever it takes to get and stay sober. Help?