First, start going to a lot of meetings. Be honest. If you're not doing well. say so. How can others help if you say you don't need it. Look around for someone who has some sobriety and says intelligent things in meetings. Ask him to be your sponsor. And you're not getting married here, so if it doesn't work then get another one. No big deal. But get back to the meetings you like. The more often you go the more friends you'll end up making. You're never going to recover sitting home alone.