fourteen...
Going strong...being very proud at myself right now, and grateful at life...
This was my third day working...wich is pretty hard...I got to get up at six am. and as an ex-stoner i´m so not used to that....
still i´m going great...no joints and no sigs...cold turkey...
I think the fysical part of the detox is over...the mental has started a few days ago...dreaming...random thoughts about using...
i ignore it and focus on the here and now...
gonna pick up meditation again soon...tonight i´m gonna work out at the gym...I used to go three times a week...but now i got this (temporary) job I have to cut it down to two times a week...
This has been pretty hard, working out always has been kinda addiction as well, but íf i continue to go 3x a week i´ll get stressed out and tired and then it´s relapse time sooner or later...