Originally Posted by
curiousfox 
How do I fix this?
Maybe I'm in the wrong place, because my problem isn't so much the drinking, because I can control it... but I have to work REALLY hard to do that... but it's result of my drinking... So obviously the drinking is a problem
But thats not the problem I'm trying to solve right now! Argh!
It needs to be the problem you're trying to solve. This other thing with your friend is a symptom of the real problem and a distraction from the real issue, it seems.