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Old 11-10-2009, 11:26 AM
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minorlove
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Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: mi
Posts: 3
Wink Waking the dead.

Hello to everyone on here!

It has been a great relief and surprise to see so many different people with so many of the same problems they are having or have under their belt as me. I have been struggling with alcohol for 13 yrs and now at 32 when the whole past 6 months I have launguished in drunken misery, I have decided to get support to stop. This is it for me. I have destroyed every friendship and deep relationship in my life, have injured myself physically seriously numerous times, have gotten a dui, have turned into a manic life waster all because of my drinking. Nobody likes me that I've "exposed" myself to....who am I? I'm tired of being tired of living. I don't know who I am and what I want! I do know alcohol is killing me LOUDLY now. How many more signs do I need?..none. So I come here with nothing, feeling so unworthy-a waste of space really. I want help and I want to help others by support. I am only on day 3 but it's been a long time coming.
I don't know where this will take me but hopefully it's a detour out of hell.
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