Originally Posted by ashleek

White Knuckling not so much, I do go to meetings and I do have an addiction therapist. So am I working on recovery? Every minute of everday that is all I think about. I read about recovery, I come here for recovery, I talk to other people about recovery. I take it very seriously and am just having a bad day. I have anxiety issues and when I had anxiety I did none other than put another pill up my nose.