Originally Posted by
ashleek 
I am alone, don't have a sponsor,
Maybe now would be a good idea to reach out and look for face to face support. Having a loving husband for support is great, but when it comes to intense urges they just do not know how to react and usually end up saying something that irritates us. If you do not like the idea of 12 step help perhaps a good addiction specialist can help give you some coping skills.
Originally Posted by
ashleek Don't we all have those days where you wanna just say F it and go get high as a kite?
Thanks for listening!
Actually, no. Getting high for me was a full time job. Being that you are an opiate addict like myself I am sure you got to the point where you werent even getting high anymore. Just got to the point were you were using all day just to keep from being sick.
You've got over a month clean, your past the detox, past the pink cloud stage of early sobriety. Now its time to put a plan in place so that the next time these cravings come up (and believe me they will again) you have multiple solutions in front of you. Stay safe ~~ Scott