Originally Posted by
ashleek 
I am alone, don't have a sponsor
Don't we all have those days where you wanna just say F it and go get high as a kite?
Do you have any friends in recovery you can call Ashlee? My suggestion would be to load up on phone numbers, get to meetings when possible, and of course posting here on SR is a positive action.
Yes, I still have those days. Thankfully I'm armed with a phone full of numbers to call and meetings to fall back on, even when things are going smoothly I still need to stay focused on my program of recovery.