Congratulations on your sober time Saphie and I think that kind of thinking you are describing hits all of us from time to time. I try not to dwell on it myself. There are quite a few people I've heard of with many years under their belts that have relapsed. Their stories have kept me sober. Its never an easy road, but coming back after a relapse is harder then staying sober in some cases. Kind of like playing with fire. Again, its okay to have these thoughts and yes I think they are normal, but its what you do with them and you did the right thing. You told on yourself. Give yourself a pat on the back for that.
