HowLong?
It's day 47 for me today and I'm feeling fine, but I did realize something this weekend: I definetely know I cannot drink and drink controls me and not the other way around; however if I'm really honest with myself, I have not fully accepted the fact I should not ever drink again. Does that make sense? I'm not having a real hard time right now, but catch myself thinking maybe in a few years I'm able to have a social drink. Is it possible for people with years of sobriety to be still struggling with step one? Should it be one day at a time for the rest of my life or is there a moment of full acceptance? I am pretty certain that I will not be able to complete step two and three, but I really like to conquer step one. Any advise would be appreciated. Thanks.