firestorm--
I am where you are. I go to meetings because they are good for me in some vague way.
But people here are making me change my view of this. They are nudging me to include other people in my recovery. It makes sense to me that being able to share with others would help. It makes me angry that I cannot share the real experience I have at meetings and that the people there are so lost.
I am trying to find people who can help me. I am having more luck online than in person. I am avoiding those meetings I have been to in the past because they have nothing for me.
As Joan said in Mad Men (quoting McLuhan) "The medium is the message." If you have no respect for the messenger, how can you accept the message?