Thanks Ron, I have been asking God for help for a VERY long time. I thought I had the faith needed for the Lord to help me. I have not seen the help that I expected. I have not given up. I still love the Lord and will continue to have faith. When I am finally cured I will give all of the thanks and glory to our Lord. I have prayed and prayed and continue to do so. I cannot figure out why God will not just control my urges. I have asked Him and asked Him to please just take control of my thoughts and get rid of my urges.
I will continue to pray and seek a cure for my weakness.
Thanks for your post.