I'm praying, yes, there are many someone's who will help you through this, I am praying one will connect with you. I'm overseas so the logistics, other than online, don't work, but if PMing here will help,. I'll do all I can.
You don't have to keep using, no matter what you have on hand, no matter what you just bought, you don't have to use.
I do understand so I can say honestly, you don't have to use.
did you use that link someone posted earlier about getting local help?
It's not a voice on the phone, but we are real here.