Jason...making my second attempt at a first meeting today. Did you get the big book? That helped me realize I probably should go to a meeting...I relate to too much in the book. It makes me yearn for the help and compassion of other alcoholics. Although I am petrified to go...more so because I will be admitting something I really don't want to admit. But I need to go...I see that now and I am trusting what everyone on here says...it will get better and with AA it can be easier. I'll let you know how it goes today...hope I don't just circle the parking lot this time. Today is the first day of the rest of your life. Forget yesterday. Start today and have a great day!!!
Jo