Back from a playdate...feeling a little pissy today...tired. I feel cravings starting earlier. Not unbearable but the thoughts turn into cravings. It seems the closer I get to going to a meeting the more I crave and think. I would definitely pour a glass of wine right now if I had one. Probably drink for a few hours and then have some coffee...like the normal people do at 4 in the afternoon and then start up again...or maybe have some baileys in my coffee...normal with a twist. I have done both of these before, more in the winter when it is dark and gloomy and stuck inside. It is these thoughts that remind me how abnormal I am...I have this allergy too. I love that definition because most people have some sort of allergy. But allergies normally make you feel crappy mine make me feel good...or trick me into feeling good and turns things into crap. 8:00 tonight...I think I can, I think I can!
Jo