I have 9 days in today, the most I have had in years..after about 4pm today I have started getting weird. Thinking about drinking, just once, I know that is impossible! What do you do when you feel like this alcohol demon i
s running you down, getting closer and closer. I'm scared, I don't want to go back ths time. This time has got to be different. What can I do to keep it from catching me?