Welcome SeekingPeace01
Many of us have been exactly where you are - I know I was.
I came to SR after 5 years of all day drinking, sunup to bedtime, and 10-15 years binging behind that - that's no way to spend one's twenties and thirties.
The first thing to do is stop drinking. So simple yet so hard.
But everything else really does radiate from that - you need to make recovery your number one priority - your career and apt may not be there if you don't deal with this situation now.
Please don't discount *anything* - you owe it to yourself to check out every option, even the ones that you have limited experience with already - AA, counselling, rehab...whatever.....
don't block off any avenues of support, cos you might need them.
Here's a list of some of the major recovery resources
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...resources.html
Whats done is done - the past is gone....we can't change that however much we want to. But we can start changing things today and make our future a better one.
I haven't had a drink since April 2007 - and these last few years of my life have been the best ever.
If I can do it? So can you.
You'll find so much support here.
Welcome to SR
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