Hey Dallas, I'm with all of those that are pushing for you to do the steps and work with a sponsor. Commit yourself and be willing to do the work. I have total faith in all of that. I know it probably seems easier to do it "your" way but I ask you, how can so many people that claim the same thing over and over to you be wrong?
At least give it a shot. I know if it weren't for the steps and my applying them in my life everyday and having a sponsor, I don't think I would have made it through my first year even after getting out of 10 months of rehab.
Good Luck!!!