Hi Penny and welcome. I personally don't know of anyone, or even heard of anyone that doesn't really struggle at first. There are some really good suggestions here...and one of my favorite sayings, take what you need and leave the rest. Believe me, it does get easier, but it's really helpful to get someone with some sober time under their belt to help you...they will understand. This Thursday, the 5th, I will have 6years clean time, and if I can do it, so can anyone else. :ghug3