Hey Pixie! Welcome!
I too started at 17. I cut it back from about 21 till after my son was born, around 26. Then fell right back in bad habits. I am also 37 and have tried the once a week thing...I may be able to hold out for once a week but once I have that first drink, Im done. U might as well put an IV in me and fill it up with alcohol cuz Im non stop until I pass out or its all gone. Today is day 8 and I feel pretty good. A bit tired..still cant sleep through the entire night..I toss and turn all night but at least I get up with no hang over. Im actually getting ready to drop some movies off at the video store and go for a walk at the park. Its a bit chilly but a nice brisk walk is what I need to wake up.
I look forward to reading more of ur posts!