You should always go to the meeting, i would say at least one meeting a week i don't want to go to...but it isn't me that doesn't want to go it's the disease or the temporary insanity that subtly says ah i can't be bothered...i start listening to that and i'm back at the bar in no time!
I mean after 20 years of me rationalising drinking with all the obvious problems it was causing me i would have no problem rationalising that i don't need to attend a meeting lol