same goes for you Bubba
Think of it this way - we've drunk ourselves midway into a dark tunnel...it's gonna continue to be dark for a while while we're travelling onwards, but eventually we'll see the first glimmers of light....
if we're not drinking, at least we know that light won't be an oncoming train.
At this point, all I know is that drinking sucks and not drinking leaves me lost.
thats the pits yep....
and thats where the faith and trust come in...it will get better, but...I'm sorry, not just yet.
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