Hi again myxomatosis
Like I said on another thread, joining SR is a great move.
We're a wonderful community here - you'll find a lot of support and encouragement. There's a lot of people who've been exactly where you are - you're not alone
I know the no insurance thing etc...but I urge you to look at ways you can see a Dr.
Detox can be rough, and weaning yourself off rarely works in my experience.
D