Pride in reverse
Malcombs, it appears that you are suffering from pride in reverse. You believe that you are not worthy of grace. Please learn to love something about yourself...and build on this. No one is either all good [U]or[U] all bad. This mind set can ultimately be your demise, as it was my father's in 1980. He, too, thought that he could never be worthy. He gave up on himself. Please don't quit before the miracle happens. Thank you for your honesty to the group. John in Oklahoma