I was never expecting a myricle. Maybe i am missing something. I never even thought about a myricle at all. I have about 6.5 months now, and I just try to get through the day. I have my tough days, yes. I know this- i am safe. I remember what happened the night before, and I know if i don't pick up a drink, i won't be halled off to jail in any way.
One thing about my life- I AM NEVER BORED. I have so much to do, that i wish i didn't have to sleep. IT takes up too much time!! Find a hobby. Pick up a musical instrument, like the guitar. Go to Online Guitar Lessons and learn how to play all by yourself!! i did that!!