I was doing fine until last night. I went out for a while to keep myself busy, which worked great. On my way home, I stopped and got a bottle of wine. I got home and had two glasses.
After the second glass, I poured the rest of the bottle out. I am so angry with myself. It's like all the will power has just been sucked out of me. I know that there will be times that this will happen and that I need to pick myself up and start over again. But I can't seem to convince myself of it. I feel horrid and wretched like I have committed the worst crime ever. I hope this feeling will go away....:praying