hows your step work?...
are you working with newcomers?...
what would you exspect a miracle to be?..
from hopeless addict.........to 9 months clean?...
im not talking to you from a high place.......but i did feel like you without putting as much passion into step work as i did with drinking..
i sat in meeting for months.......checking out ladys and playing with my cell phone.
waiting to be struck down with peace and serenity.
it didnt happen........i got drunk instead.......over and over.
Have you had a honest chat with your sponsor?
thinking of "using".........is like those film trailers....they always look great.
then you get the whole film..........and its crap...
god be with you.