i just dont understand why everyone wants to get drunk out and party. when im not drinking i cant think of anything worse then to do that but once i drink it all changes. surely everyone else must feel the same as we do after drinking, regret , not remembering the majority of the night, feeling so down for hurting the people you care about and so on. when im not drunk i dont really care about my so called drinking buddys but when i drink i dont care about the people most important to me. its messed up the way it transforms a person, disgusting really