Hi and Welcome,
Stopping for a hundred days was a great accomplishment, but did you make other changes in your life during that time? I believe that drinking is a symptom and that we have to work on the underlying problems in order to recover.
I didn't know what I would do with my life when I stopped drinking either. But, when I began to recover, I realized that the last year of my drinking had taken over my life, so that I had lost friends, hobbies, courses that I used to take.
I wish you well.