third
day has started....
I had a terrible nightmare tonight, woke in full blown panic with my bed soaked in sweat..I'm calm now, going to eat breakfast and then working out in the gym.
I applied online at a rehab centre here in my city, the biggest and proberly most important step i've taken since I started my journey of full unconditional recovery started. I can't do this on my own, i'm an addict that needs professional help.
Don't know what to expect so we'll see.