Hi again Pboy
If you're like me, not quitting altogether simply means a continuation of all the stuff you're going through now.
It took me years to get it but I realise now it's the
first drink that does the damage - it sets me off irreversibly on a whole series of bad situations and even worse choices.
I hope you'll stick around and read and post some more. There's a lot of people here who've been where you are - there's a lot of experience and support here, if you want it
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