Dallas, I don't forget. Not trying to start anything with anyone, but when I do see a post on here by anyone who wants to know why others "just don't get it? why do they keep drinking", my usual response is "don't forget you were once there too."
It is so rare that anyone wants to quit, does quit, never picks up again, yadda, yadda, yadda. Heh, if I had a dime for every time I wanted to quit...........
For those that are rough on you, they just want to see you succeed. People like me who have, want to see you get it. Of course we want you to do well.
Hang in there, I can tell you're frustrated. I'm sure I would be to. Everyone has their path, I hope you're eventually able to find yours. :ghug3