me11109- that's a pretty good way of looking at it that I haven't thought about.
Astro-I think it is a good way to start it. I just had so many eye openings at this meeting today with my counselor. Things started coming together and I got this book today that is wonderful, funny, point blank called Finding God When you Don't Believe in God, Searching for a Higher Power Greater than Yourself. It's kinda like God put it right in my hands. Then my AA meeting was about this stuff some like God wanted me to really hear this. So, it is coming about and I need not rush it. Instant Gradification is what got me in this mess, so I need to have patience and wait for it to come. I know it will.