ggghhyh585 welcome to SR, if you are in the Big Apple then there are more meetings then I dreamed possible! One go go to meetings 24 by 7. I would suggest you call the AA hotline nearest to you and ask the person who answers the phone what meetings they would reccommend that are Solution based and not Problem oriented.
Did it get better after you stopped drinking?
For me in less then a week I was back to where I had been 15 years before, some folks I know had some real issues for a few weeks after getting sober but then things got better........... MUCH better.