When i go to meetings i look at what i can bring to it rather than what i can take.
if i give to a meeting that is not going the way i think it should, i always feel better,
also, i usually have to look at whats going on with me rather than the meeting when i feel that i dont like it !!
lots of good meetings out there, just keep looking until you find the ones you like.
peace and fellowship to you,
god bless.