Woelcome to SR Weston!
It took me a long, long time to admit I was alcoholic...and much longer to "accept"
that fact. There was a difference in the two for me. At first I could not face the
the thought of never drinking again. Then, after so many demoralizing and dangerous
episodes of relapse, I finally admitted again...nd accepted the fact.
I still did not "like" it!
In recovery, however, I learned to wipe "never"..out of my brain and take it one minute,
one hour, then one day at a time.
I go to AA..and have a new, wonderful and free life.
Best wishes and many blessings.