I'm feeling good and positive again now.
The secret is knowing that you will literally never regret not drinking and that by just keeping your thinking in the moment you will leave things available to happen in your future on lifes terms rather than stealing from the future in-order to "quick-fix" a problem that you have conjured up in a mind which you know is alcoholic.
Having faith in the other sober alcoholics who have gone before me really does keep me soldiering on through all the mind-games that I can create for myself. I guess it is a trait of mine to think very deeply about things and I guess that was another trait what makes me an alcoholic.
I am grateful to be sober and I can once again feel positive about my future as you know what, I am sober!!
Peace and Love xx