I tried laying down, didn't sleep for even a second. Not sure how I managed not to drink but I made it through the night. I'm still miserable though, and on top of that have not slept. I have to get ready for work in a few minutes. I'm really having a rough time with the way my life's going right now.
And then to add to my worries... Basically my roommate started drinking Thursday night, went on an all-weekend bender, had coke and Xanex and I don't even know what else. If I kick him out it's the end of our friendship and I don't know if I'm prepared for that. We were best friends for years before we ever did drugs. But at the same time I told him when he moved in there were no drugs allowed. I've done a few drugs too though so if I kick him out I'm the world's biggest hypocrite. But I have to look out for myself, too.
Thanks everybody.