Neo,
I guess all you can do is keep it in the day. I too have been having a week similar to yours. I have come so close to just getting a 'little bottle' to maybe feel....I don't know what... but I know it won't help like you said however it is tempting.
Hope you find a good movie or something to take your mind off of Sat. nite. Just know you are not alone in your thought process!!