Well, y'all, last night I finally got the "courage" (not sure if that's the right word) to just not go get another bottle.
And I don't feel so good at all, but I know I have to go through this to get to the feeling good part.
I'm going into the city to go to that AA meeting I went to last time, 'cause I said I would and I'm getting tired of breaking my promises to myself. Thank you all :ghug2
-TB