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Old 10-16-2009, 08:24 PM
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EternalSunshine
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Join Date: Oct 2009
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I totally agree. Until I woke up and registered myself here earlier in the week...I just thought this was extremely bizarre behavior. How could someone leave a drink unfinished? Why would someone do that? I never looked from their eyes to me - surely wondering..."Why does she have to drink everything so quickly and immediately get more?"

Anyway, I of course have the 1 week sober fantasy of getting better as soon as I can, and then being able to drink socially like other people. It is going to take a lot more sobriety and introspection for me to own the truth, which is that I will never be able to drink like that. Never have... (oh **** and I have tried so many time)...never will.
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