Thanks soooooo much for your support!!! This online support has "kept me in the game" and really helped me to get to where I am today. AA is going to be critical in order to stay where I want to be.
I think I am a good example of "it's not how much you drink, it's how it affects your life." Sometimes when I told people how much I drank, they'd compare it to themselves and say, "You really don't have much of a problem." Then I'd start thinking... hmmm... maybe I really DON'T have a problem! And I'd start the cycle all over again.
I think only I truly know the depths of despair I had when I drank (and other alkies can relate). It's not the amount, Yeahgr8... you are right!
Thank you, again!!!