Well.....
Did your doctor suggest you quit taking Antabuse ....
or did you do so in order to return to drinking?
What activities are you doing to prevent boredom?
Why do you mind if others see you buying alcohol?
My questions need not be nswered....I'm only hoping
they will give you insite on your situation
Hope you do stay sober...sane and safe.....
Blessings to you and your family