Originally Posted by
TheLadyb 
Hilltopper,
You are describing me too.
2 days, feel great, drink, get sick, feel bad, get better, eat well, read motivational AA material, exercise, drink plenty of water, get alot of things done around the house and at work, drink a bottle of wine.
I feel terrible today, because thats what happened again last night.
and I drove drunk which I never do.
I don't want to give up, cause i am a good person.
But I am definately losing this battle.
That's me too. I relapsed after almost 4 months of sobriety and can't get past day 3. Today is day 2. I'm not holding my breath. I was really motivated (or maybe just scared) back in April and now I'm not. But I'm trying to be accountable to people on SR and maybe I can pull it off again.
Stay strong, everybody!
OB