125 days is amazing.
I went almost 6 months earlier this year and like you, thought I would just have few one day...
That one day of course quickly turned into a full blown bender.
It's been 12 hours since my last drink,,,and you know what that is like, I'm puking my guts out all day, mentally right out to lunch, the terror that lurks inside the head....sweating, insomnia..confusion....
You want to feel like me? Go ahead , but I hope you don't. It's not worth it, it is a miserable existence (as you are fully aware).