This touches my heart, because again I have falied. I keep thinking that I can control my drinking and of course, I can not. Last night was bad, and I let down my son, who loves me. I get scared to write that I have failed because in the past, I get nasty reponses that I am not trying and taking the right steps. I can only do what I think is right.
I was feeling so good, and optimistic that the old me was back...Now today I am so guilty and disgusted.....
Alcholism SUCKS