Hi I just made a very similar post and found this site exactly the same way you did. If you are on you're fifth day, I believe you might have reached the peak of the withdrawal. No matter how much temptation you get to find a fix...DON'T DO IT! You've come this far and it'd be stupid to start all over again. Stay strong and know it'll only get better. As for me...it's going to get worse and i'm going to have to get over that hump just like you. It's also good you have moral support from your boyfriend. good luck!